ben a long time since i blogged on this one...nothing of particular interest except that i was thinking the other day
i just want to release myself just feel myself,
and i crave some real chilling action, some juiced hunger, just some savage need to do whatever i want, explode on someone
u no irrresponsibly, jus plain iresponsibly, life is good if u can do what ever u want, the rest of the shit should burn,
but well we'll wait...
i don want to stay too civilised anymore...hehehehe...egege
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
motherfuckin mediocrity and his stupid ass minions..fuck em fuck em all
i hate watching channels on Tv...i cud n describe the disgust i have at myself at having to watch the crappiest episodes of roadies n splitsvilla...absolute lack of class...and that's something for me to say..since im most often percieved as someone with an aberrated sense of class..i cud care a fuck..i say it loudly now...i cud...but u no how things are...fucks r a lil hard to come by these days
which brings me to my topic
the motherfucking spawning of mediocrity
motherfuckers with no class or shitty talent with funky hairstlyes and fake confidence and machoism s ruling the world... i mean what the fuck...
i see mal movies and heroiines these days...i sit n and slap and stare at the screen and think wat the fuck were u thinking....
english movies are not the greatly important either
i thot slumdog millionnaire had a nice story line and theme wat fucked it up was the portrayal of indians as offshoots of descendants from the movie ' Planet of the Apes'
except the hero and heroine, who are white and could nt harm a fucking fly, everybody's black, needless tgo say i liked the hero's brother's character, cos it was grey,
depth motherfucking people please show me something with depth on TV
i literally pluck wats left of my scalp after the rape inflicted on it by the hussinsagar waters, watching shitty shitty movies
i never thot id say this but today
CHEAP SCUMMY PORN HAS MORE CLASS THAN MTV SPLITSVILLA
thank god for channels like Lumiere, atleast somebody thinks in the country or outside it,
european movies have a sense of beauty and understanding and an underlying wave of subtlety that is so enchanting
was watching a movie the other day,
old very old,
i donno the name, or the director's name, i don give a fuck cos im not his cousin,
wat the movie addressed was stunningly ordinary, but profoundly fleeting, and heartbreakingly commonplace and episodic
it showed the coming of a age of a 15 year old boy who develops a crush on his really beautiful mother,
what hit me, 'hit me' about the movie was the fact that many a time in the movie one gets a little disturbed by the little man's advances on his mother yet his dependance on her, and emotional need for her is a touching portrayal
the mother's wisdom in handling his situation is so beautiful, i ve got no words for it,
their relationship develops into a wonderful friendship and later into companionship, culminating in finally the young man spreading his wings ready to face the real world and the fakes in it....
he emerges from his dilemma stronger, and much more wholesided alongwith his mother
wat drove me to marvel it was the apparent absence of fuss with which the truths of life are showcased as they are, emotional scenes do not have crazy background scores, and people who cry also smile in the subsequent scenes as if nothing had happened, much to much like life...
watever, its hard to describe for me but really it maybe a time when rahman won an oscar and pokutty won it, i humbly disappear in front of their geniuses, all said n done
im actually frustrated, creativity and class are two missing elements in fabric of the world today...
i wish it were nt, but then i also wish i was hugh hefner and his brother who lived in the playboy mansion...
its all fucked up ...changes bound to happen..i wait
which brings me to my topic
the motherfucking spawning of mediocrity
motherfuckers with no class or shitty talent with funky hairstlyes and fake confidence and machoism s ruling the world... i mean what the fuck...
i see mal movies and heroiines these days...i sit n and slap and stare at the screen and think wat the fuck were u thinking....
english movies are not the greatly important either
i thot slumdog millionnaire had a nice story line and theme wat fucked it up was the portrayal of indians as offshoots of descendants from the movie ' Planet of the Apes'
except the hero and heroine, who are white and could nt harm a fucking fly, everybody's black, needless tgo say i liked the hero's brother's character, cos it was grey,
depth motherfucking people please show me something with depth on TV
i literally pluck wats left of my scalp after the rape inflicted on it by the hussinsagar waters, watching shitty shitty movies
i never thot id say this but today
CHEAP SCUMMY PORN HAS MORE CLASS THAN MTV SPLITSVILLA
thank god for channels like Lumiere, atleast somebody thinks in the country or outside it,
european movies have a sense of beauty and understanding and an underlying wave of subtlety that is so enchanting
was watching a movie the other day,
old very old,
i donno the name, or the director's name, i don give a fuck cos im not his cousin,
wat the movie addressed was stunningly ordinary, but profoundly fleeting, and heartbreakingly commonplace and episodic
it showed the coming of a age of a 15 year old boy who develops a crush on his really beautiful mother,
what hit me, 'hit me' about the movie was the fact that many a time in the movie one gets a little disturbed by the little man's advances on his mother yet his dependance on her, and emotional need for her is a touching portrayal
the mother's wisdom in handling his situation is so beautiful, i ve got no words for it,
their relationship develops into a wonderful friendship and later into companionship, culminating in finally the young man spreading his wings ready to face the real world and the fakes in it....
he emerges from his dilemma stronger, and much more wholesided alongwith his mother
wat drove me to marvel it was the apparent absence of fuss with which the truths of life are showcased as they are, emotional scenes do not have crazy background scores, and people who cry also smile in the subsequent scenes as if nothing had happened, much to much like life...
watever, its hard to describe for me but really it maybe a time when rahman won an oscar and pokutty won it, i humbly disappear in front of their geniuses, all said n done
im actually frustrated, creativity and class are two missing elements in fabric of the world today...
i wish it were nt, but then i also wish i was hugh hefner and his brother who lived in the playboy mansion...
its all fucked up ...changes bound to happen..i wait
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
first time at tagging
Thought i ll give it a go..either ways i was bored..
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
A. Hurt s hell, torn down, and pisd off, revenge hehehe
2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
A. Alone on a cliff facing the sea, navy blue night sky, sprangled stars, music, n dope.A distant second is making love to the woman I love on a beach..!!!
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
A. Nobody’s….
4. What would do with a billion dollars?
A. Life my life the way I want to
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
A. I would. And hopelessly…weird..!!!???
6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?
A. Being loved by someone. Damn there’s nothing like bein loved for what you are..just plain accepted alone is a wonderfully sexy feeling…
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
A. Wait..um..sure I l wait..but I l be having fun on the side..who’s not entitled to…!!!! hehehehe
8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?
A. Like is too mild a word for me to do anything about it, love holds more reason for me to do anything..!!
9. If you could root for one social cause, what would it be?
A. Trees cutting em down..r morons to do that seriously..they r the prettiest things..humans r stupid
10. What takes you down the fastest?
A. Betrayal; Hypocrisy
11. Where do you see yourself in 10 years time?
A. No Fuckin idea . in jail…or on a cliff wearin black leather with wings that ll take me to the stars
12. What’s your fear?
A. Losing my loved ones. Yes definitely..but losing myself is a bigger fear
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A. This is copied from thoo s blog..she s a sweetheart.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
A. Im not dumb..tho I mite spark a scandal for saying that. Single and rich. DUH…
15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who will you pick?
A. The one who’s hotter and with whom I can get along with easier. Now the one with whom I can get along easier should be the hotter one too..winks..!!
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
A. Yes. I Always have
17. Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he has done?
A. Forgive yea..forget no way…. I ll always remember it..
18. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
A. Single. Now. I ll need to be in a relationship, to cuddle upto someone n lose my fears…
19. List of 6 people to tag:
A . Suddenly am bored…!!!
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
A. Hurt s hell, torn down, and pisd off, revenge hehehe
2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
A. Alone on a cliff facing the sea, navy blue night sky, sprangled stars, music, n dope.A distant second is making love to the woman I love on a beach..!!!
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
A. Nobody’s….
4. What would do with a billion dollars?
A. Life my life the way I want to
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
A. I would. And hopelessly…weird..!!!???
6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?
A. Being loved by someone. Damn there’s nothing like bein loved for what you are..just plain accepted alone is a wonderfully sexy feeling…
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
A. Wait..um..sure I l wait..but I l be having fun on the side..who’s not entitled to…!!!! hehehehe
8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?
A. Like is too mild a word for me to do anything about it, love holds more reason for me to do anything..!!
9. If you could root for one social cause, what would it be?
A. Trees cutting em down..r morons to do that seriously..they r the prettiest things..humans r stupid
10. What takes you down the fastest?
A. Betrayal; Hypocrisy
11. Where do you see yourself in 10 years time?
A. No Fuckin idea . in jail…or on a cliff wearin black leather with wings that ll take me to the stars
12. What’s your fear?
A. Losing my loved ones. Yes definitely..but losing myself is a bigger fear
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
A. This is copied from thoo s blog..she s a sweetheart.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
A. Im not dumb..tho I mite spark a scandal for saying that. Single and rich. DUH…
15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who will you pick?
A. The one who’s hotter and with whom I can get along with easier. Now the one with whom I can get along easier should be the hotter one too..winks..!!
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
A. Yes. I Always have
17. Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he has done?
A. Forgive yea..forget no way…. I ll always remember it..
18. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
A. Single. Now. I ll need to be in a relationship, to cuddle upto someone n lose my fears…
19. List of 6 people to tag:
A . Suddenly am bored…!!!
Monday, November 17, 2008
Quantum of solace
im disappointed..badly disappointed..i went to see the movie...
it hurts to see bond the way he is...
daniel craig..naah..!! i mean naah...!!
u think connery, u think moore, u think charisma, style, u think women, these men had it,
yes it was awfully clear in mostly all of roger moore's stunts that he was nt doing it, was someone else, but hey t was fun, he was an actor, and he did the job, the job was to look and emote the part, he did that, coneery was simply stunning as the bond
that was what it was THE BOND
peirce brosnan, pciked up and just about added the ultimate polish to connery's rough edged charisma, these people did something, they added a certain dimension and a depth to the 'BOND'
they were 'hot' not as ajudged by a poll, sure that as well, but just hot the way they were,
u dint have to slap urself to realise that;
daniel craig is about, just about adding another feature to bond, that bond can be a curiously asexual, stone faced, emotional, loner (loser ???)
im telling u, preists will look more excited than he did next to the women, who graced the screen with him;
sure they were nt stunning either, they sucked for lack of a better word; absolutely hollow;
devastatingly so;
but the bond they were with did not ask to raise the bar;
the man gets cot in the most private of places with these women and what does he do ???
he listens to their confessions...!!!
and i sat there expecting, daniel craig is goinno take that hurting rod out of his ass, lighten up, crack a joke, wink, grab the bond girl's ass with a sly smile when no one's watching, crack an interesting one-liner and take her to bed; but no;
and finally when he decides to, u shuda heard the line he used, (KRAP THOO!!); sad, very very sad;
for a boy who grew up on these movies, it is sad to see a bond, so utterly unstimulating, he's just a beautiful stuntsman who knows how to walk, about it, just about it,
im not sure now, if the bond movies are reflecting a change in taste, mediocrity, in terms of personality is the in thing now, or so it seems;
i din like him particularly well in his first bond movie either, lines that shuda been delivered with a hint of naughtiness, were delivered like shakespeare's prose, awful..!!! absolutely awful..!!
it cud just be that the franchise is biting the dust, but seriosuly if the money they spent on gadgets and locales were slightly spared, they cud have a better bond, and a girl..!!
hopeless movie, hopeless performance...
the villain in contrary was good, if anyone wants to see a lot of power, understated power in action, check him out..!!
not a trshy bond who's only past-time is doing stunts and screwing up expensive cars, suits and gadgets, eoo. tasteless, and moreover, if anyone card to notice, there's no more Q in these bonds not that he needs them, il come again, HE SUCKS..1!! eoo
it hurts to see bond the way he is...
daniel craig..naah..!! i mean naah...!!
u think connery, u think moore, u think charisma, style, u think women, these men had it,
yes it was awfully clear in mostly all of roger moore's stunts that he was nt doing it, was someone else, but hey t was fun, he was an actor, and he did the job, the job was to look and emote the part, he did that, coneery was simply stunning as the bond
that was what it was THE BOND
peirce brosnan, pciked up and just about added the ultimate polish to connery's rough edged charisma, these people did something, they added a certain dimension and a depth to the 'BOND'
they were 'hot' not as ajudged by a poll, sure that as well, but just hot the way they were,
u dint have to slap urself to realise that;
daniel craig is about, just about adding another feature to bond, that bond can be a curiously asexual, stone faced, emotional, loner (loser ???)
im telling u, preists will look more excited than he did next to the women, who graced the screen with him;
sure they were nt stunning either, they sucked for lack of a better word; absolutely hollow;
devastatingly so;
but the bond they were with did not ask to raise the bar;
the man gets cot in the most private of places with these women and what does he do ???
he listens to their confessions...!!!
and i sat there expecting, daniel craig is goinno take that hurting rod out of his ass, lighten up, crack a joke, wink, grab the bond girl's ass with a sly smile when no one's watching, crack an interesting one-liner and take her to bed; but no;
and finally when he decides to, u shuda heard the line he used, (KRAP THOO!!); sad, very very sad;
for a boy who grew up on these movies, it is sad to see a bond, so utterly unstimulating, he's just a beautiful stuntsman who knows how to walk, about it, just about it,
im not sure now, if the bond movies are reflecting a change in taste, mediocrity, in terms of personality is the in thing now, or so it seems;
i din like him particularly well in his first bond movie either, lines that shuda been delivered with a hint of naughtiness, were delivered like shakespeare's prose, awful..!!! absolutely awful..!!
it cud just be that the franchise is biting the dust, but seriosuly if the money they spent on gadgets and locales were slightly spared, they cud have a better bond, and a girl..!!
hopeless movie, hopeless performance...
the villain in contrary was good, if anyone wants to see a lot of power, understated power in action, check him out..!!
not a trshy bond who's only past-time is doing stunts and screwing up expensive cars, suits and gadgets, eoo. tasteless, and moreover, if anyone card to notice, there's no more Q in these bonds not that he needs them, il come again, HE SUCKS..1!! eoo
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
The 10 ways to get the woman u want; and the 10 ways to lose her when u want
1. Be relaxed around her, tough i know, but hey, the dividends are worth it;
2. be yourself, women have a way of catching on to fakers, plus faking sucks; never gets you laid
3. Smile a lot; they ll love you for it;
4. Pay attention; they ll love it;
5. Be honest about showin them they r special; they ll be honest about showing you they care
6. listen to em', if nothing, im honestly saying, women r the most amazing beings to listen to, they come out with so many takes on life, and more importantly, they ll love you for it;
7. Remember little things about them; the really tiny things, they r keys to a woman' sheart
If you do all these things, i can;t see how you can't care for this woman, she'll have already fallen for you, and you her
9. Get them gifts, and trust me its the morons who think cost equals happiness, effort equals happiness, the kind of genuine effort that goes into getting her that special something, y man i can see her pink hearts in her eyes
10. Be funny, just to watch her laugh, aah, the worries of life all melt away in her laugh..
now to lose her
1. act desperate, money back guarantee
2. act suspicious, hehehe, and volatilely insecure, keep asking her questions about where she' s been, who she's been with, and if she wants you to believe her, hahahaha, she'd be off before u'd even no it
3. stop calling her, or picking up her calls, make her feel like u 've jumped off the boat after getting what u want
4. make a scene when she's with her pals, shout at her, throw stuff, call her bad names loudly; and then walk away and act aloof, if she still comes back, u both are meant for each other in the stone age;
5. when she complains, shout loudly saying u want peace of mind, and walk away
6. flirt openly,and sexually with other females in front of her; wink, stare, pay open compliments to the female sitting there, and once she's left act pissed with her again
7. store all ur guy friend's numbers as girl's, and make them call non-stop, address to them as sweety, sweetheart, etc, over the phone
8. act suddenly nice to her, make sure she gets the idea u r getting there for a booty call
9. Watch tv with a bored expression when she's talkin to you about her problems
10. talk something completely unrelated and jovial when she's talking about her problems, boy, if u still have a girl, the same girl after all this, ur a dude or ur married, one way or the other, u r done for;
11. Never talk about ur problems to her, treat her distantly
Note : Some of these steps can be potentially very harmful to ur health, do it with protective gearing on....crotch-guards and helmets have saved many male lives, watch out;
12. oh ya..hehehehe..look always like something the cat dragged in, money back guaranteed, ur stayin happily single..egegegegge
2. be yourself, women have a way of catching on to fakers, plus faking sucks; never gets you laid
3. Smile a lot; they ll love you for it;
4. Pay attention; they ll love it;
5. Be honest about showin them they r special; they ll be honest about showing you they care
6. listen to em', if nothing, im honestly saying, women r the most amazing beings to listen to, they come out with so many takes on life, and more importantly, they ll love you for it;
7. Remember little things about them; the really tiny things, they r keys to a woman' sheart
If you do all these things, i can;t see how you can't care for this woman, she'll have already fallen for you, and you her
9. Get them gifts, and trust me its the morons who think cost equals happiness, effort equals happiness, the kind of genuine effort that goes into getting her that special something, y man i can see her pink hearts in her eyes
10. Be funny, just to watch her laugh, aah, the worries of life all melt away in her laugh..
now to lose her
1. act desperate, money back guarantee
2. act suspicious, hehehe, and volatilely insecure, keep asking her questions about where she' s been, who she's been with, and if she wants you to believe her, hahahaha, she'd be off before u'd even no it
3. stop calling her, or picking up her calls, make her feel like u 've jumped off the boat after getting what u want
4. make a scene when she's with her pals, shout at her, throw stuff, call her bad names loudly; and then walk away and act aloof, if she still comes back, u both are meant for each other in the stone age;
5. when she complains, shout loudly saying u want peace of mind, and walk away
6. flirt openly,and sexually with other females in front of her; wink, stare, pay open compliments to the female sitting there, and once she's left act pissed with her again
7. store all ur guy friend's numbers as girl's, and make them call non-stop, address to them as sweety, sweetheart, etc, over the phone
8. act suddenly nice to her, make sure she gets the idea u r getting there for a booty call
9. Watch tv with a bored expression when she's talkin to you about her problems
10. talk something completely unrelated and jovial when she's talking about her problems, boy, if u still have a girl, the same girl after all this, ur a dude or ur married, one way or the other, u r done for;
11. Never talk about ur problems to her, treat her distantly
Note : Some of these steps can be potentially very harmful to ur health, do it with protective gearing on....crotch-guards and helmets have saved many male lives, watch out;
12. oh ya..hehehehe..look always like something the cat dragged in, money back guaranteed, ur stayin happily single..egegegegge
Deja Vu
10 in the mornin, im sittin at office, and this speech is all that i can think about, it's an excerpt from fight club, the lines in bold are particularly important. In a away i think it addresses all of us, directly, our society right now obsessed with looks, perfection, ambition, fame, the lack of a fulfiilling aim;
Durden: I look around. I look around. I see a lot of new faces.
Club: [laughter]
Durden: Shut up! Which means a lot of you have been breakin' the first two rules of Fight Club. Man, I see in Fight Club the strongest and smartest men who have ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see it squandered. Goddammit, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables, slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man; no purpose or place. We have no Great War, no Great Depression. Our Great War is a spiritual war. Our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised by television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires and movie gods and rock stars. But we won't; and we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.
Durden: I look around. I look around. I see a lot of new faces.
Club: [laughter]
Durden: Shut up! Which means a lot of you have been breakin' the first two rules of Fight Club. Man, I see in Fight Club the strongest and smartest men who have ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see it squandered. Goddammit, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables, slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man; no purpose or place. We have no Great War, no Great Depression. Our Great War is a spiritual war. Our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised by television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires and movie gods and rock stars. But we won't; and we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.
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