Monday, March 7, 2011

the deja vu of ennui

what am i doing i do not know...
sleepwalkin thru life...

no meaning no purpose

pleasure even is a distant remembrance

pain or happiness is a plastic memory with soft shiny hollow edges

every day i convince myself I am something

every day i forget it

all i can feel is hunger but that too dims away like the sirens of factories..

ticking clock..wasting breaths..feeble heart..

passing now into the oblivion of sleep

slowly passing into the land of shadows,

silent, evil and a cold blanket for my warm worries