a little less talent asnd a little more bullshit will get me a long way...
boring world

About a girl

you know there is something that happens when u grow up in life..

all those you thought would be with you for a long long time to come would nt be there

and then something happens you meet people from far away, confused just like you are

trying hard day and night to figure out what went wrong with them just like you have been trying to solve your lil mystical puzzle ever since you were born

and then you befriend them first with no particular relevance, like you do anybody,
like you would do a stranger, cos you have no particular interest in what you are doing when you are getting introduced

and then times go by and it develops into a thick friendship, cos trust me,

somethings are not meant to be, its just the people who decide if something should or not be,

and in this case, I am talking about my pal devs or deviseeeeeeeee as i call her...

we met as strangers, and then we got used to each other as pals,

over the years I have fought with her and done some pretty awful things and she s still been there

cos if all the people in this world decided to leave me cos i was awful, where would i be

wtf would i do...i ben confused enuf to chase a lot of ppl away, actually ahppy abt that

that s where devis and i come in, we do to each other what dogs do to old folks before they kick the bucket

we r companions, intellectual, we r pals, we r booze buddies, we bitch shamelessly over the FUCKED UP NESS of the world....

she's known from the first day i think when i went wide eyed over one-of-the-best things in my life

she's played dumb just to be not hurting me or questioning about my feelings

things r a whole lot better when u have someone to talk to on a cold rainy day

and those days make a big part of your life...

there are days i wish she was there so that i don't have to kill myself,

cos somedays ur lonely and u miss someone and they are married to someone else, and then u have trees and walls to talk to

and they dont talk back..so it's pretty sad like that

its much better when you know u have someone you can fall back on, count on, trust , and be open with and you dont have to hide from

devis does that for me

i dont tell her the whole thing of everything, but she knows quite a bit of somethings

and thats evrything in this world to trust someone, it does nt have to be much more than that..

we fill each other's loneliness, and we know we'd be better off if the world did'nt suck

filling up lil spaces in each other's widely confusing lives

and that makes life worth looking forward to, because you have one friend to fall back on....

thanks devs for bein there, i no im an assol hhehehehe

i love you thanks for bein there for me...